I begin this blog on 11.3.2018 at 3:33 pm CST with the intent to allow you a transparent & always honest view into my journey of self-discovery & some of the revelations that forced me to get serious about it. If I write about it here, it's the truth as I understand it in my life at the time.
I've allowed a THICK shell to develop around me throughout my life, especially over the last 10+ years. The shell thickened because of relationships that ultimately failed and crushed my spirit, the bad habit of minimizing myself to give more of me to my romantic partner, my lack of participation in my own life which led to feelings of despair and 'value-less-ness", and the general progression of life that deepens unresolved/unacknowledged issues.
I'll dive deeply into each of these issues as I write more. This blog serves as my big FUCK YOU to the demons that have set up shop in my mind (think accountability to growth) and caused me to self-sabotage and retreat into my (very unhelpful) shell after the shit fell apart.
& please expect profanity along the way.
I haven't publicly shared this until right now, but I denounced Christianity over a year ago. It was my own personal choice & I will likely share that journey here as well. I don't disrespect anyone who is Christian & I expect the same consideration from Christians.
My spirituality is now about the GOD in self, honoring nature & the divine within, personal protection & growth, using my gifts & talents to build legacies that make my existence in this world meaningful, and teaching my son to do the same!💞💞💞💞
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